Well??

I realize it’s twice or three times as hard for me to get in the shape I want to be . Once the aging process starts it takes so much more time . My weight is in check ,I just cant seem to lift the parts that need lifting it’s so frustrating . I know I have areas that need working on, I am pretty motivated dedicated, so I think I have to face the fact that I will NEVER have the body I am seeking . ( the body of a 20 yr old athlete ) I think I look pretty good I just want to be better oh fml !!!